(Plainfield Indiana 46168)
I’m 51 and nothing works out! My wife of 23 years said she wants a divorce and now I’m begging God to stop it! I want a purpose as well, something that says this is why God designed you but I feel nothing works out ever and now I’m lost even more and seeking pleasure like a sinner, and no I’m not cheating on my wife, I mean self! I’m seeking God's forgiveness and a strong change of our hearts to show her why God put me in her life as her husband! I’m a doubter and I keep punishing myself, I suffer from memories and how they take over my happiness. I don’t expect him to help me but I’ll keep begging.